I haven't written in a while

I've been rather busy. I've been reflecting on myself a lot.

I've gotten ballsy. I've gotten more confident. In acting class I feel the most comfortable. It seems like something I could maybe even pursue. I don't know, that's another unrealistic dream to chase after... I'll keep adding to the list. But outside of that, I've gotten better at being social. No, I don't have more friends. But I certainly have more ways to entertain myself.

I'm still in love. I still wish I could do something about it.

I think that I'm the only thing holding me back from moving to California. I don't know what exactly it is, but there's something in the way. I need to figure it out. Soon.

I don't have anything creative to post. I don't know why I haven't been able to write. I've been more inspired to sing and act than to put pen to paper/fingers to keyboard.

...I'm not exactly sure what's gotten into me.