1. When I was younger, I was determined to follow in Britney Spears' footsteps. I wanted to be just like her, and had dreams for being a star, until a 6th grade talent show incident.
2. For a long time, I only experienced nightmares. Every night I had to crawl in bed with my parents because the nightmares were so terrifying, and it would never stop. I was afraid to even fall asleep. It got so bad that for a couple years I had my bed in my parents room.
3. I've choked once in my life, on a jaw breaker. My dad smacked my back and it came flying out. And you know what? This technique is more respected than the original way now.
4. I wasn't able to swim until 6th grade. I believe this was delayed partially because of my near-drowning experience in 1st grade that made me fear the water. Plus the whole.. water in my nose.. issue.
5. After high school I want to be like Tim Burton, but less repetitive.
6. I'm trying to shake the "severely self-concious" thing. 'Tis a challenge.
7. When I was little I use to sing random songs I made up on the spot that went on for about 10 or 15 minutes a song to Jessica and Lance. Singing has always been my favorite thing to do, nothing else makes me as happy.
8. Rent changed my life. Don't make fun.
9. My siblings are the most wonderful people I know. They are hilarious, playful, extremely intelligent, passionate, eccentric, and they are the ones who have helped me discover myself. I am grateful for them every day of my life, and they truly give me inspiration to be better than I am.
10. Dead things are awesome.
11. I've always wished I could be as funny as my brothers.
12. Moving was the best thing that ever happened to me. I lost a lot along the way, but in the end I gained a life here that I wouldn't trade for anything. All my friends are terrific people and I feel lucky to know them.
13. I miss taking dance class. Like singing, dancing is a strong passion of mine. I miss being able to just let go and dance out all my extra energy.
14. I assisted in murdering my 2nd grade class pet. I'm very ashamed, to this day. That is one event that I have not been able to let go of.
15. My life would feel complete if someone I love wrote me a song. I don't care if that's cheesy. Or just sang me "Bed of Roses." I'd die happy.
16. I'm an extremely open person. I'm very trusting of others and I sometimes wish I wouldn't give so much of myself to other people. I've been hurt by people because of it, but that still doesn't make me want to put up any guard. I just have faith that people won't hurt me.
17. I love doing mental math... calculators annoy me and in my world I feel like it's cheating to use one. Give me a long algebraic equation and I'll happily solve it without a damn calculator.
18. I have a fascination with the past... I love learning about the way people use to live, the things they did, the things they created... it's remarkable.
19. I hate losing touch with old friends. I try to keep people in my life if I care about them and want them there, but obviously there's not much you can do when they don't want the same thing. It can be difficult, but life goes on.
20. I am one of those girls who loves to do cutesy things for people... meaning.. write notes, draw pictures, bring candy, bring little gifts, make cookies, etc.. It's so lame.
21. I am completely addicted to soda. I really, really have a problem.
22. Chocolate marshmellow is and will always be the best flavor of ice cream.
23. I have a perverted mind. I always take things in a dirty context, and I find any sexual innuendo funny.
24. I prefer to hang out with guys more so than girls. Speaking in generalities (so some girls don't get mad at me), guys have more interesting things to say..
25. I am completely indecisive about everything. However, I have been making little improvements on my indecisiveness everyday and I'm rather proud of myself. :)
26. I have the idea that "love never fails" instilled in me. I know relationships fail all the time, but I never think it's because love failed. Sometimes... love just stops, or it was never there in the first place.
27. I cried when Britney Spears and Justin Timberlake broke up.
28. I love change. Whether it's a good change or a bad change.. I always feel like it's needed. That's why I change my appearance so often.. I can't stand being the same for too long. Changing things up is fun.
29. I love taking pictures. Big shocking statement there.
30. I love getting TV show seasons on DVD rather than watching them when they are normally scheduled on TV... It's more convenient and enthralling.
31. Noah's ark... is... AMAZAZING!
32. I want to make an impact somehow, in someway, on someone/many people/something/many things. I don't care what I make an impact on.. I just want to feel like.. in some sort of way.. I made a difference during the course of my lifetime. Then again, who doesn't? Mrow.
33. I'm extremely empathic. I hate it. I am a wreck at sad movies, and when my friends are upset it's torture. I always am able to feel what other people are feeling because I can pick up on it easily and imagine that emotion so vividly... It's lame.
34. I put everyone else before me. In the world that is Brittany Bavery.. everyone else comes first. I am last on my list of importance. I feel like it's a waste to think about yourself, and sometimes that makes life a bit difficult. I have a hard time making decisions that are solely for me and my own good because I feel guilty. I have experienced the negative effects of this before, which usually winds up with me being hurt. However.. as long as everybody else is happy, I tolerate being hurt. To me, that is what's right.
35. I don't know how to write a blog.
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