I fucking hate my life sometimes. I don't even know why. If I'm up too late with too many thoughts I just realize how much everything has changed, and how the people who I always thought would be there, left, and changed into the people they said they never would be.
Meow.
And a lot of times, my heart hurts. I think it's because I'm so afraid I'm going to be replaced. I'm afraid everyone will find better people, and forget me. I'm afraid I'm nothing special, one in a million, and there's even more people who are like me only completely awesome. I'm afraid that no one will want me anymore. I'm afraid that because they are all starting new lives with new people, I won't fit in. I feel like I won't belong.
Merrr.
Brittany, hold on. You're worth something--way more than just something. You're unique and loved, and don't forget it.
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