If no one will catch me when I jump, then I'll fix myself when I'm broken.
I thought of this phrase the other day.. when I thought about my attitude towards being heartbroken. I've changed my perspective. I don't think it can destroy me.
But this doesn't mean I'm worried about heart break right now. Actually.. I'm the opposite. I feel so secure in my relationship that I'm so happy, even though I haven't seen him since August.
Right now, more than ever, I actually rely on myself for happiness. And thank goodness. I'm finding everyday it gets easier. And I don't need surface level friendships, drugs, or alcohol. I do need music and writing, though. Ooh and design, my new obsession.
I think I'm on the right path. Life is trying to shake me up again but I won't let it. Nothing and no one can have power over me.
I'm in control.
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