Happiness.

It's almost 3:30 in the morning and I CANNOT SLEEP.

I am so happy thinking about my night. I honestly feel like I've never been so happy in my life. It makes me a little afraid that maybe I'm the only one who feels like this. Well, this extreme, I mean.

I just... feel magic. Everywhere. And I'm so awake. I had monster, that probably adds to the why I'm awake.

He makes me feel like I'm a rarity. Special. Worth it. It's the first time where I truly love someone to the point where their happiness is what matters, rather than my want to be the one to make them happy. If he were to tell me that it's done with tomorrow, I'd be sad, but as long as he's doing what's right for him, I'd be accepting and happy for him.

I keep writing about this.... that's annoying for blog readers, if I have any.
But I can't help it!

I feel good being me right now. I feel like I'm happy with my strengths and weaknesses, the way I talk, the way I look, the way people perceive me (good and bad). I feel... dare I say... confident. And I cannot wait to see what 2011 is going to bring me.