I never want what's easy. Maybe just because I like a challenge? Maybe because something you have to work for seems more valuable? Or maybe it's just because the greatest path I can follow in my life cannot be just handed to me?
What I long for right now is a life that is so difficult to obtain. It's getting more frustrating, yet more satisfying every passing day. I feel closer and closer to my desires yet I feel angry that I'm not where I want to be.
Soon. Please, let it be soon. I'm kind of begging here, Universe. If you could help out with this one, it'd be greatly appreciated. I'm speaking to the Stars I depend on, the Angels I turn to, and the fates that I don't necessarily believe in. I need this. And I'm not the only one who does. Please.
im starting to fear that maybe for people like you, and me as well, in this sense, are doomed to a subconscious tendency away from happiness. in short, at least for me, i think i just wind up putting myself in such a way where i can never get what i want to really make me happy.
ReplyDeleteI'm starting to fear the same.
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