Update.

I feel like maybe I'm doing something wrong?
I don't know. I express my feelings all the time. I try to make sure everyone important in my life is feeling okay. So... why all the emotional unrest? What exactly am I not doing that needs to be done?

And I just want them all smiling and happy and feeling satisfied with the way I interact with them.

Also... I wish I even knew what was going on with people. Honesty is so refreshing. And I would hope that people would be willing to let me in when they admit they care so much for me. It seems like that should happen. But yet... here I am, left waiting in the dark.

I'm sick of the shadows.

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I'm pretty happy with myself. I'm happy with the way life is starting to go. I'm happy with the decisions I've made. I can only trust that everything will work out as it should.