Bee Yourself.

Tell her the..
TRUTH!

We live in a stupid world. Well, I think so.

The most fun people have at my age.... is when they party.
Do they realize how superficial that is? Drinking takes you to a different state of mind... one that isn't what you're given. It's fake. It fades. Being at a party surrounded by people all having fun in their altered states of mind. It's fake. It fades.

I'd rather have something to come home to than all these friends and all these drunken tales. I'd rather live in a less elevated reality than confuse those moments with what is true.

Yes, I'm judgmental. Yes, I hate that I am. But why was I given judgment if I can't be judgmental? I only hate that I have these opinions because they are different from what a lot of people I know think. Well, damn it. I'm going to stay me. I'm going to live for me. I'm not going to compromise my beliefs for anyone.

If that makes me harsh, stuck-up, or close-minded... I'm sorry. But I won't change. I don't want to change. I like myself the way I am.


On another note, I really want to be in a band. It'd be fun to be a lead singer. Schmer.