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Here lies my thoughts, feelings, loves, woes, tales, truths, fears, and dreams. Writing has been a place for me to test my boundaries, experiment with everything people don't accept me to be in person. With text, I am free.


Monday, January 24, 2011

Right now, I hate myself

I feel like I'm Carrie Bradshaw, in the city, feeling restless. Feeling unsatisfied. Feeling... confused.

And I hate myself for it. No, not for being like Carrie, she's great. For being unsatisfied. For wanting more. For demanding more.

This isn't me. I'm the girl who settles. Who bites her tongue and thinks, "this will go away with time... someday it'll be perfect."

But that's no way to live.

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