This peace on Earth's not right

So.....
I'M GOING TO CALIFORNIA OVER SPRING BREAK!
March 12-15.

I'm going to my sister's really good friend's wedding on a yacht in Newport, staying in Long Beach with my great uncle, and her friend actually lives in Irvine. My sister and I are going to tour the campus there because UC-Irvine is the college I want to go to :)

We wrote up a plan today for me to move there next year and work for a year, then go to school at UC-Irvine. I've never been so happy. This is so where I belong.

Also raindrop therapy was AMAZING! I feel so great. Things are coming into perspective. The only thing is... I'm not sure any of my attachments in Wisconsin are really life-long. It's feeling temporary. I know Jessamyn will totally end up wherever I am, and I'm so happy about that. She really is a girl I just always need. But I think that's it. I think... next year I'll be pretty much on my own.


But this is what I need to do to follow my life... to be happy... to accomplish what I dream of.

Give me your hand
But realize I just wanna say goodbye
Please understand I have to leave
And carry on my own life

I don't belong here, I gotta move on, dear
Escape from this afterlife
'Cause this time I'm right to move on and on
Far away from here

Got nothing against you
And surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light
And I'd hope you might
Take me back inside when the time is right

Loved ones back home all crying
'Cause they're already missing me
I pray by the grace of God
That there's somebody listening

Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be
I am unbroken, I'm choking on this ecstasy
Oh Lord, I'll try so hard but You gotta let go of me
Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live